I promise you
I had literally been running around with my head cut off for the past 2 days, I had interviews, photo shoots, meetings & charity things all going on. The past 2 days went by in a blur; I was currently going thru some movie scripts & other business.
“There isn’t going to be time for you to have a day off this week if you take that charity event & the movie audition.” My mom explained to me as I we were planning out the next 7 days.
“I’ll be fine, I don’t need a day off this week.” I casually said scanning thru the script in my hands.
“Are you sure?” my mom asked worry ringing in her voice.
I looked up to smile at her,
“Yes, I can manage.”
She went back to her computer going over some other things quietly to herself.
“So tomorrow you have interviews & a meeting & some stuff for that award show you’re doing next month & then on Thursday you have fragrance meetings & Dream Out Loud things all day & Friday you have….” My mom started listing off everything I had going on that week but I slowly just blurred her into the background as I got fully engulfed into the script almost becoming the character. I was in the story now picture everything how I would do this line how I would do that line when I felt a hand on my shoulder & looked up.
“Tay!” I said excitedly standing up to hug my best friend.
“What are you doing here, I thought you had a concert today?” I asked sitting back down.
“I decided to stop being Taylor Swift the singer & come see my best friend.” She smiled sitting down in the chair next to me.
“Awe, you’re sweet.” I looked back at my script marking my spot & closing it.
“What’s that for?” Taylor asked pointing to the script.
“Just a script I’ve been looking over to see if its something I might want to do.” I shrugged placing it on the table.
“Seems like you were into it, you didn’t even hear me come in or call your name.” Taylor laughed as I picked up my phone. I pressed the home button a picture of Justin & I shown on the screen.
“Speaking of him,” Taylor pointed to the screen, “I just saw him an hour ago with Sean & a few other guys.”
“He’s here in LA?” I asked confused.
“Yeah I saw him plan as day, is he not suppose to be here?” she asked playing with her hair.
“Well he said he was coming back early this morning but when he never called me I just thought he got delayed a few hours & would get here tonight.” I picked at my nails feeling the situation wash over me.
“He hasn’t called you?” Taylor said her eyebrow rising & she gazed at me.
I just shook my head, words unable to come to my lips as my brain was trying not to over play the situation.
“Maybe you should call him?” Taylor suggested.
“No I’ll let him call me if he wants to talk to me.” I said bluntly
“Sounds like a good plan, can’t be too pushy with guys or they just retreat,” Tay sighed, “I think that’s my problem, I push & push & then they just leave.”
I giggled, “Only you could make something about my relationship about you.” I reached over hugging her.
Taylor just smiled, “Lets go get lunch before you have to deal with that crazy schedule your mom was listing off when I got here.”
We stood up grabbing our bags, “I didn’t even hear half of it but its probably not that bad.”
Taylor eyed me, “from what I heard there will be not be enough time for you & Justin to have some time together.”
I hugged my mom goodbye & we walked out the front door to Taylor’s car,
“Well it doesn’t seem like he wants to see me anyways.” I said quietly letting the fact that he didn’t call when he got in seep in & bug me.
I was driving home late alone from the studio, as I drove every song that played reminded me of Justin. As I drove along that fact that he still hadn’t called or texted worried & upset me. I decided that I was going to go to Justin’s condo to see if he was there & just see what was up. I turned around winding up to the house & finally pulling up to his driveway noticing both his Range Rover & Cadillac were there indicated that he should be home unless he was out with Sean. I parked & turned off my car taking a few deep breaths & wondering to myself why I was so nervous to see him & confront him. I hoped out of the car & as I got closer to the door I could hear music & laughing, which wasn’t out of the ordinary for Justin’s house. I took a deep breath before I rang the doorbell, I heard Justin’s cute laugh get louder as I got closer to the door. When he opened it the first thing I noticed was his shirt was off & then I noticed Sean & the 2 girls sitting on the couch behind him. I didn’t say anything, I just took everything as I saw it & walked back to my car ignoring Justin’s begging behind me.
“Sel, baby what are you doing here, its not what it looks like. Why are you acting like this?” he grabbed my wrist gently. I flipped around,
“Why am I acting like this?” I bit out, “Maybe because my boyfriend who I haven’t seen for 2 days not to mention he left with out say goodbye decided he didn’t want to call me when he got back in town & I find him at his house with 2 girls.” I turned to continue walking but was stopped by his grip.
“You’ve never had a problem with me hanging with other girls, its business. & I didn’t call because I have been so busy since I flew in this morning. I’m sorry babe.” I was too pissed off to even recognize the emotion on his face.
“Business my ass & you didn’t have 2 minutes to call & tell me you were back but were busy? Whatever Justin.” I ripped my wrist from his grip & jumped in my car. Justin’s voice muffled thru my window as I thru my car in reverse & back out of his driveway ignoring him standing at the end of the driveway.
I was furious & upset & heartbroken that a mess of tears where streaming down my face. I hit ignore for the 5th time as Justin’s name appeared on my phone. All I kept thinking about were the girls I saw, I don’t normally have a problem with Justin hanging out with other girls because its normally with me or for business but this time the fact that he didn’t call me all day & I had to find him with the girls, it didn’t seem like ‘just business’ to me. I pulled up to my house walking straight in & going up to my room. Baylor, the dog Justin & I had adopted together while I was touring in Canada last month, was asleep on my bed. I laid down next to him cuddling up to him as a new wave of tears sprung from my eyes.
“You’re dad’s acting weird & I don’t know what I should believe.” I quietly cried to the puppy. I kissed the puppies head as my phone lit up again showing Justin’s name, I decided to answer it this time.
“What?” I answered pissed.
“Selena please, just let me come by &…”
I cut him off, “I don’t know what to think right now but I don’t want to talk to you, just stop calling.” With that I hung up the phone.
My parents wouldn’t be home for an hour or so, so I picked up Baylor & went down stairs to get some junk food.
After gathering everything unhealthy we had in the house I went back up to my room & put in the girl empowering CD Taylor had made me last year when I had a break up. I sat there listening to music & eating trying not to think about Justin but failing. This was just a hiccup in our relationship, a bump in the road but it felt like everything we had worked for & grown as a couple went out the door the minute I saw those girls, the minute he admitted he didn’t even try to call me when he got to LA. Everything felt like it was crumbling to the ground & I didn’t know how or if I could fix it.
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